it stops today

hey guys, first cant believe i was the first guy to call myself `wanker` lol, but it stops today, iv had it.... had one this morning, the morning ones are always the worst they realy make me feel shitty for rest of day.... porn isnt my big problem its wanking even though iv had times when iv watched all sorts of shitty pornlike transwomen ect,basically i want to stop as i know its a big part of my negative depression cycle, my previous best is 27 days, but was getting layed alot in that period, im a proper addict so this is going to be hell,

cheers
90 days..... lets have it

wanker!

 

good luck get your widgit bar like mine!

 

Day one complete, wow what a contrast to yesturdays feeling down, today felt full of energy found that I was more extroverted and wasn't as much of a push to go talk to attractive women on the street... (I hanent told you guys iv recently moved to cevtre of london to improve my dating life and grow as a man so I go out approaching many women everyday) the hard bit was coming in after going out on a date with a hot African girl I'd just met, once I got back in room and back to work on computer (poker pro)was horny as hell, but just went with it, and this evening went to casino instead to avoid being sat infront of computer! Bring the 90 days on man I can do this!

 

i had sex 4 days ago then was horny as hell today so ended up paying for hooker rather then cheat wank.... never use hookers, and felt like this was kind of cheating but feel as long as i dont make habbit of it it beats tommy tanking! magain massive resepct for you guys that are not wanking or fuking il be just happy to become a serial shagger and get the wanking out of my life, as i feel sex doesnt make you feel depressed like wanking even if it is a 1 night stand

 

Ok had to reset yesterday got a girl back to apartment was horny for her for about 1hour pre Cumming the lot, she was layed with nothing on on my bed and I was massaging her... But she wouldn't let me fuk her.... So basically when she left my balls were aching that much as they were full had to ... Not really bothered I did that, but interestingly later in night I went back to old pattern and went again.... Today I feel like I have no energy at all, can't be bothered getting out if bed, amazing how bad 2 orgasms effects my body! Did 8 days so solid start just reset to start again....

 

saserman congrats on your 30 days, im going for 30 since iv relapced the other day had no control at all so starting again now