Hello everybody, Im not too sure how to starts these things out,and I want to get right to the pointbecause I know how long and drawn out these things can get.As the title states,I am 107 days "O" free but 67 day completely PMO free I started NoFap for the same reason why most people on this sight start,because PMO was just masking a void in life. I knew it wasn't healthy at all. Sure it starts out all fine and dandy,but when you can't stop mentally undressing women, fantasize about your favorite porn scenes,start/end your days with a wanking,it becomes a serious problem. But one of the biggest issues is PIED.Its so embarrasing but unfortunately I ignored the hint to quit PMO when PIED happened to me in early 2013. but thats just the physical aspect. It also made my mind cloudy big time. I could retain information very well and when I did, I couldn't recall much when I needed it. Talking to people was a huge chore because I was so occupied with my mental chatter, but I digress. 107 days later? You'd expect me to be shouting from the rooftops, confident as ever and all that jazz. The truth? Well the truth might be disappointing but I hope I dont dissuade all you fapstronauts from continuing your journey because thats NOT what im emphasizing at all. I have more confidence and my anxieties dont hold a key grip on my moods very much these days. Back when I was in a rut, my mind felt like a ping pong ball going back and forth all day everyday. If I wasn't overanalyzing a conversation I just had,I was cringing at things I did in the past. Nowadays it seems to roll off my shoulders pretty well. I could make a part 2 if more people are interested but for now Ill just leave you guys/gals with this. Be good!
Hey, congrats on your streak and on your success so far. Could you continue on part 2, because I'm having the exact same experience. (Especially about the mental chatter, regrets on opportunities missed/ guilt on things from tee past) Thanks
Yes yes....don't give up....learn new ways.....if you O, so what....start over....I do not even think about porn any more....but I still have to O , but I try to not O very often....I have to reset my counter....that's a hassle... As a matter of fact, I think I screwed up my counters....they are backwards....I don't use porn any more since May 14 of this year, but too lazy to fix the darn counters...
Well, do what makes you happy . You also commented as I was replying other comments with the link to part 2, so if youre interested, her you go. https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/108-day-review-part-2.78288/