Hey Pal how are you doing now? Don't let hang your head. Quitting porn isn't easy. It's the serious stuff of life. But it's not impossible. Find knowledge, read stories of others who are free from it. Share your thoughts in a journal. Pray to God for peace. He will give you. Hang on, you are not alone here. We are in the same boat, rowing with you my friend.
I'm... fine. There's still a prick in my ass that I need to pull out, which is the computer downstairs. I'm trying to talk my parents into changing the password of the freakin' thing: With that thing "firewalled" against my self-sabotaging thoughts, I can start to go full-on boss mode, and then, my mom's smartphone will be my only concern.