Always accept yourself when you made a mistake or failed in a way but very much regretful and willing to change it. Trust yourself again.
Part 6: It is my first time really to opening up to a community. Because of PMO I've been socially impaired. Now I'm recovering.
Part 5: I will just share what I am experiencing and hoping you guys will be patient with me. Thank you for all the support here.
Part 4: I think I should just let it flow whatever I'm experiencing. Accept that it is a part of me and not blaming myself too harshly.
Part 3: And when that happens my willpower gets down and self-blaming cycle kicks in. I think I started rebooting in a freaking out way.
Part 1: When I started posting here I was quite really new to everything about rebooting. I thought that will power is enough to fight.
You're welcome :) thanks for posting your journal. I have been browsing through women in rebooting forum and I happen to see you thread and it encourages me a lot and that's what I really need right now. You are an inspiration :)
That is really good :) I promise your life will really change when you will leave this forever :) good luck on your journey :) xx
I really had a bad dream and it made me relapsed. How can I fight if I'm not conscious. I'm really frustrated. I don't know what to do.
Having nightmares like i had last night about things that make me want to relapse and urges during the morning, the best thing is to get out of bed as soon as you wake up and keep busy, there is no other way. We have to fight with everything we got.
Wet dream or p dream. If it was so then it is a part of rebooting process. It doesn't count as relapse.
Welcome! Thanks for the follow! Believe you can and you will. Never lose hope you can break free. Visualize the new you and little by little you will become her :)
