Alpan

Guys what should I do I was in a goon channel in discord left I want to fight my urge need some encouragement

ask god for protection if your a believe from sins and temptation. if you relapse god can forgive you

i relapse i've joined some porn addiction but later left. i swear this time i have more power

Feeling it again need to stay busy

Going to keep update when I feel the urge just had it. Failed but don’t want to continue

Has anyone felt stronger like me after failing at times? Later you have more control? Sort of like working out?

But you know what’s better than fapping? Cold showers helps you to stay strong

I was doing so good yesterday I relapse today. Fap with a random guy in a cam I hate it

Yesterday I didn’t look at porn and didn’t fap at all last night. Woo

So far I’m glad I’m more in control. Haven’t had urge anymore. I can decide when. Now to prevent from happening in morning midday afternoon

I’ve feel like I wanted to fap less now. I feel like I’m improving gaining control woo

So far starting to get control over my fapping problem. I just learned to say I don’t want to be addicted to someone it works. Less guilts

Seems night time is my hardest guys I can’t do it I really want to cry.

Damn it back to square one I hate night time i feel vulnerable like hell when I’m going to sleep

The more I talk about these things to people the less I do it. Lol

This morning I haven’t looked at porn great start in the morning. Now not to fap in the morning.

Today I didn’t look porn all day due to work. Tonight have join a discord porn but decided to stay away from

So far so good. Today I only fap twice while not looking at porn. But I only looked once didn’t fap today on it better than yesterday

Today I’ve failed about three times

Today I kinda fap this morning mid day i was about to fap almost pre you know but I said no conquered. It felt awesome as hell.