The only change that I noticed in these +50 days (I think there are more, I did not count them exactly). that I no longer masturbate or watch pornography was that some women looked at me a little more. But only that, do not notice neither greater concentration nor any of the benefits that are said of the NoFap. I did not have an addictive behavior with pornography but I did have a feeling of guilt, but I don't understand why! also never escalate to hard porn or weird stuff. always normal (male-female vaginal sex, yes, always from the best models and in 4K quality). Do you think I should watch pornography again? I manage to control it. (I never masturbated watching porn more than 1 time a week, sometimes it was even up to 2 weeks or more, but I decided to try)
What about pouring your energy into getting to know potential partners online...with a view to the future?
Simply thing: you had not an addiction... This is the reason why you had not a lot of benefits, just the passing of the sense of guilty. So, for your lucky, you are not addicted! Here there are a lot of people (me too) that used to watch pornography for hours every single day (or almost)... masturbating a lot of times, engaging in bad behaviours...
Obviously it's much more fun with a real person, and in fact I prefer a person over porn, but I see it more as a distraction, anyway I don't spend hours looking at it but a few minutes just for pleasure
I'm thinking that maybe the thought I'm having is fleeting because I'm with genital warts and I'm somewhat ashamed to have sex, until they heal I can resort to self-indulgence with porn. I was actually talking to a girl I know so we could meet for a beer (which will surely end in sex) but I'm ashamed of having genital warts (it's because of hpv)
You should not have sex with her, you could spread hpv to her... Resolve the problem and then you do whatever you desire!
That is precisely why I do not want to have sex with any girl until I can cure myself of this disease. And meanwhile masturbating to pornography.
Going to the dermatologist, he gives me the treatments with an acid, but in the meantime I could actually have sex but I am ashamed and also because maybe it could be contagious and it would be strange for a woman to see warts around the penis.
If dermatologist said that you are not a danger for her, you could have sex with this girl... I am not an expert, so trust in your dermatologist that know if you are contagious or not... But yes, maybe it's strange for a woman see warts.. So if they are very evident, don't do anything...