Every woman in my life is nothing but an absolute torture. Apart from that it's been a seriously long time let's just say I'm dead in the water. Don't trust anyone let alone women What sort of life to not have trust in anyone . That literally every female has only done you wrong in some way based upon there insecurities Been doing my own thing now for so long my connection to women is dead which is fucked up grown bored in my isolation maybe that's just how it's supposed to be There is nothing more to be explored life Is just how many more times can we play the same record
This is so true in a lot of situations out there. Just keep positive and stop jerking. It will bring you confidence. I don't post a lot on here and I have been doing so much better in life. The respect and confidence is amazing. I used to be like what you said but I have changed and so can you.
I am in the same boat as you. After all the bitter experience and betrayals. But I can't stop admiring a woman's beauty. I consider a beautiful women to be the most beautiful thing nature has created and I can't resist it. But truth is we have to learn to live without them and learn to control our impulses, as it is our biological drive that we need to control. I'd also recommend Rollo Tommasis books Rational male. Which will give you an in depth insight.