Need help drastically(my story)

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  1. CJ_16b

    CJ_16b Fapstronaut

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    Im 22 and have been a porn/sex addict since I was 12. Typical story.

    Ive been on the journey of recovery for over a year. My longest streak was 16 days without PMO. Prior to recovery, PMO would be up to 3 times a day for the past 10 years and its taken its toll on me emotionally.

    Its also punched a deep hole in my wallet. Spending thousands on prostitution and hook ups on tinder. The worst part is that I cant orgasm from sex. Each time money was spent, i went right back online to finish the job.

    I need help maintaining goals. I started working out, playing golf, reading sex addict books, praying and meditating.

    Im having trouble keeping consistency with all of it. Any day that i lose structure becomes a day of relapse.

    I fall prey to the cycle of preoccupation, ritualization, sexual compulsiveness(PMO) and deep despair.

    Today is my new day 1.
     
  2. control your life

    control your life Distinguished Fapstronaut

    Welcome fella . Yah , our habbits can be soul and body destructive. Fortunately we can fix things and start new chapter of our lifes . We have to leave this bad habbit behind . Its not easy but totally worth it . Good luck to you in your journey . Keep coming back toward healthy life
     
  3. Jaquichan2021

    Jaquichan2021 Fapstronaut

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    bivenido busca a dios, aqui la disciplina es fundamental, no pongas metas largas, al amanecer ten como proposito resistir hasta qe te duermas y asi sucesivamente, es mucho mas efectivo que poner plazos que aumentan la ansiedad