Just giving excuses. I had created a belief in mind that just one more video, one more category and one more pornstar and just one more ejaculation what would happen if I masturbate once. Enough I am not trying to stop myself, therefore the last way is to just say a good bye to porn and masturbation. Hope u may not commit the same mistakes I did. Just play with the brain. I know the coming journey especially the first day is going to be really really hard. Stay positive and I know I and we all will achieve our goals. Can't escape anymore from my academics and daily hurdles of my life I must just face them and there is no other solution to this. It's wrong to start masturbation to only escape from challenges which are hard just clear challenges and be happy.