Listen my friend, how you feel right now is not permanent. The death of who you are now is permanent. Your life is always better than someone else's and, while its not easy, it is always improvable. I always think about it like this.... If I were to end it all right now, why wouldn't I just give my self to a greater cause for other people? Why not join the French foreign legion, why not become a volunteer worker in a needy African nation or wander aimlessly through the country picking up garbage on the side of the road or in the forest. If my life is so worthless, could I just give it to someone else who would find a better use for it instead of just feeding the worms? See where I am going with this? Your mind is in a deeply destructive and lazy slump. Finding a purpose is a purpose and there is a greater divine will that has a much better fate in store for you than just dying. You will be ok, people count on you to pull your shit together and be the person you are supposed to be. Find glory in your life and make a legacy for your self. Hail to you and many blessings.
@IWantToBeAHuman You need to open you heart and tell us a little more about how you feel. Just talk. short sentences is not gonna help. I really feel for you.
Can I tell u something just order a big full size cake and eat it fully by yourself or if u have park nearby simply go walk there or if u have a beach nearby go walk there or shout like hell against the waves.
Its just one of the remedy for depression not some elixir that cures everything. In my battleagainst depression that's one of the experiment that I have done that's it.
First off you need to find out what's causing you to feel like this. The majority of depression is caused by addiction. Addictions affect the brain in negative ways. If you're on this site it's likely your addiction is Porn, and let me tell you, porn made me so depressed. To the point where I just felt tired all the time like you describe, I felt like nothing was exciting, I found it extremely hard to get out of bed in the morning, I loss pretty much all interest in activities that I used to love. I'm still depressed now but it's getting better, I recognised what my problem is, and I'm certain it's Porn. "The first step to fixing any problem is acknowledging that there is one" Once you find out what it is that's causing you to feel like this, you can get to work on fixing it. All you have to remember is and the thing that's kept me going. Remember what it was like before you felt like this when you were younger. And also remember that this doesn't last forever. People can help push you in the right direction, but in the end, the only person that can truly pull you out of depression is yourself