I forced myself into a flatline after my ex-girlfriend left me as I really wasn't interested in absolutely nothing. A few days ago I started to leave said flatline and was actually happy about it, until I realized that the reason I got in that flatline in the first place is because of my self-steem issues, as I don't think I can have a relationship again due to many reasons. Now I am thinking about entering another flatline as there is no point in wanting something you cannot have. So I am in a cycle where I never actually feel good. Should I stay in the flatline?
Isn't flatline something that happens to you? The way you wrote "Should I stay in flatline?" makes it sound like it's a conscious decision for you. I'm not sure I understand your question...
It is a conscious decision for me. Is it prefferable to stay in it if everything is worse when you are out of it?
Flat line is when your body goes through a stark drop in libido during a reboot. But either way, not all relationships have to be about sex and lust. Try finding a girl who can be patient. Or if you don't ever feel good especially after 149 days, you may want to start looking at other areas in your life that can use a tune up.
Not watching pornography is not the only way of getting of entering a flatline. I don't know what can "tune up".
Go about life and brace yourself for the rebound into horndog town. Tea and L theanine helped me a lot tho