If people like you didn't come on here and share with us your successes and your failures: well I know I'd be in serious trouble. Your willingness to engage me with your fight helps me so much. Thank you. I am not happy you relapsed. I'm happy that you have the courage to share it with me. I'm so frightened to relapse! Maybe its my age. Probably. 52yrs old. I think that we are a silent majority, lucky enough to have stumbled upon these sites. I hope you get back on your no PMO game and never relapse again.