I have the same problem! Can't have orgasm while having real sex. This story of yours motivates me even more than I was motivated untill now and I really hope someday I will achieve orgasm only by penetration.
Thanks heaps for this post! I've been struggling with the exact same problem. Can I ask you something? When you were doing the 90 day challenge were you still having regular sex with your partner? Do you think it was effecting your progress? Did you still have difficulties with sex during the challenge?
Thanks senornofap, that's very inspiring. I also couldn't ejaculate on my first time and every time thereafter. Before long DE turned into ED. I'm already way past by best attempts at abstinence and I'm determined to maintain it.
That was new to me, I can't relate to your struggle, since mine has been premature ejaculation rather than delayed. But of course feeling less of a man is tough. I feel for you bro. Thanks for the inspiration.