And i finally feel normal. Completely normal. Old injuries healed up. Memory like an elephant. Improved overall health and strength. Higher blood oxygen. Better read on people and ability to react favourably in unfavourable situations. No fear. Capacity to feel love. The list goes on. Just don't give up. Once it's gone, it's gone.
What's done is done. Maybe we feel sorry for the lost time, maybe we'd change a lot of things we did back in the past, but the chapter of fate is written and published, there's no going back and editing it. All we can do is learn from our own mistakes and those of others. Don't look backwards, because you're not going that way.
you remind me of my largest streak of 141 days.then it was back to back relapse for months. here i am today after beginning anew a few days back hoping to conquer it forever.
Exactly. I just don't think about the wasted time because I just do what I have to to finish what to get done what I have to get done. I don't give a fuck about anything other than what I have to do. I don't fuck around, I just get shit done. You learn to become more mercenary. I was good at everything else. No beating my junk saved me the brain power to go from talented to do what I dreamed of.
PMO is the best procrastination tool. If you don't care that mastrhbation is a fucking took to procrastinate, you're not ready to quit this fucking idiot waste of time. I got pissed at wasting time. Why the fuck would ,I look back and regret that shit. I regretted it enough during and after. Fuck that noise. You have impossible goals? Good. Were you proving people wrong all the time when fapping? Great. Stop whacking off and then see what happens. You'll know what awesome feels like. If you're not interested in self improvement and maximizing your brain power, keep spilling your brains in a napkin. I've been there. It's stupid. Stop the bullshkt. Get mad at yourself for doing something you know is wrong and get your hands off your junk and fucking do something right with yourself. You will get to the point where you stop thinking about this stupid shit and be a man and get your shit done. Point the finger at yourself. You'll get used to holding yourself accountable. Once that happens, people start accounting to you.
Don't relapse. How many minutes does it take to get yourself ready? When you think about it, we chose to do it every single time. Keep your frontal lobe activated. Make the right choice. It not about controlling urges. If you're healthy you should get urges. It's about channeling that urge.
No PMO for 60 days, but my goal no PM. I'm not against having sex, just needed to build a foundation for myself and filter out the women chasing me and narrowing it down to the one who is amazing. That took a year, so now it's time for the next phase.
Congratulations and thank you for this. Peace love and positivity to you brother. Don’t relapse and mess up this momentum. You may not feel this good even after you reach the same day after relapse.
