I finally made it to 30 days since starting late in August. I took the time to read my journal from day 0 and it was surprising how much changes without you noticing. At the beginning I struggled with simple concepts like self-worth, anxiety, insomnia, a bunch of different things, things that I now feel like aren't an issue. I want to say while 30 days isn't alot, this feels like a huge accomplishment to me after failing on day 25, failing on day 28, failing again on day 18 and failing again on day 7. It took 5 tries to get here and it was worth it. I don't think it's because I reached 30 days that my mental state has changed, but rather the fact in the past 100 days I've only PMO'd on 4 of those days. It's crazy that changing something that has been so normal in your life, PMO, would create such a huge change in your life. For people that are just starting and that relapse, I hope you keep committed when you want to give up, the benefits are there and you might not notice it, but after a long period of time you will see the difference if you look. I hope this helps other people like how reading other people's post in the success stories helped me.
30 days is remarkable. It will be interesting to see what perspective you gain in the next successful 30 days.
Congrats man. That's huge. I have read your journal and I can relate my self also. Stay strong . It's worth a fight. We will make it 365days
I am scrolling through Success posts from those who are at a similar stage to me... just to add my congratulations and support
