I nearly blew it away today

It is going to be 30 days without PMO in a few hours for me. But today I nearly destroyed what I had been working so hard on. I tried earlier to talk with someone online and tried to provoke them into sexual content chatting. I kind of knew I was not going to carry it on really, and I just wanted to test myself if I can resist such kind of situation. But for a few moments it was like playing with fire. It didnt last long and I started again focusing in my hard work. But I feel bad for trying out this kind of situations.

 

This experience should be a remainder not to entertain your curiosity as you put it. It was a good decision to step back so I salute you for that. 30 days is no joke and you done well to reach there so be careful. I wish to reach 30 days one day

 

Why is sexual chatting with someone REAL a bad thing?