I started masturbating when i was 13. I didn't even know about it until I watched "Zack and Miri Make a Porno". Once I learned how to do it, I was hooked from the start. I usually masturbate at least once a day, sometimes more. The longest I've gone without masturbating is 10 days I believe. Basically any time I was at home and got a boner, I would jack off. After a while, I began watching porn, and eventually began to watch gay porn once straight porn wasn't doing it anymore. Recently, I notice that the topics I watch in porn are becoming increasingly disturbing and I want to stop. I want to at least be able to masturbate without porn or any sort of visual stimuli, but ideally I would like to stop altogether. I've decided to start with a difficult goal of 90 days without porn or masturbation, please pray for me...
Best of luck to you! Try to focus on small goals within your 90, say 11, which would be one better than you're previous best. Stay positive, post often.
Almost been 2 full days! I have been tempted a lot and often fantasize while im in bed or class. Wish I wasn't fantasizing so much so I could focus on something else!
Well, I made it 2 days and 16 hours without porn or fapping. I was really horny this morning, had nothing to do, and was alone, so I eased myself into watching porn and of course began fapping. I'm going to try to go 11 days without fapping for my next reset. To do things differently, this time I will not watch any porn at all!
