Well, hi there. I am new here, because i realized i have to change. I am Porn addicted, and i have been for the last 14 Years. I watched my first porn when i was about 9 years old at a friends house. I was intrigued and curious, so i started "researching". I regret nothing more then discovering internet porn, because i made me have desires, and made me feel lonely especially in my teenage years. I tried to stop multiple times, first time was when i was 14 years old and i could not fall asleep without masturbating. Fast forward, i am married now. I always thought once i am married(or when i have sex regularly) it would just go away. Friends told me that it doesnt work that way, and i started to discover it aswell. My biggest problem with it right now is, that i hurt my wife through it and i lie to her. I don't want that. That is why i signed up here, and decidet to do PM. Tomorrow i will talk to my wife about everything. She nows already that i have a huge problem with pornography, and that i struggle with it regularly. But i wanna show that i actually make an effort. I am so glad that i found this community and i hope to be comming back regularly.
So many of us have thought that once we get married all the sex problems will go away. Wrong. Glad you are here and working on betterment. HERE are some things helping me.