Hey guys! I am a 23 year old female and have struggled with porn and masturbation since I was 11 years old. I was curious one day after a sex ed class and decided to take a look online about what certain things looked like and how they operated. Unfortunately that day started a downward spiral, from what started as a healthy curiosity to years later being addicted to hard core porn. I have tried many different programs to attempt to break free from pornography but have never successfully lasted longer then 2 months, and that was years ago. Porn in my life has added to depression, anxiety, and poor self-image. There hasn't been a day that I don't feel unhappy with my body or weight and I know this is partly due to seeing all the women in porn videos. I have never had an actual relationship and fear porn is to blame. I could be doing much more to ensure I am meeting men and getting to know new people, however, porn has zapped any motivation that may have been stirring. I am afraid that if I don't break free from porn that I will remain single, be depressed, and lack optimism for the rest of my life. I am tired of living a life feeling confused, unmotivated, and disgusted with myself. I want to be free from this terrible addiction and no longer feel like I have no control over my urges/desires. I have chosen to do the hard level reboot and started this afternoon. I have attempted to go a full 90 days without porn before but failed... I am praying and hoping that this time will be different. I am excited to reattempt this journey
I don't know if this can help but I followed a female Youtuber making videos about NoFap, KasumiKriss I'm sure you can do it.
