Sissy issue

Abstain from porn and gradually this will start to lose it's hold on you. You haven't done any permanent damage to yourself. Whatever happens, don't go back to it though!

 

No, if you continue to use porn and keep watching those videos your brain will never get over it. You need to stop using ALL forms of porn and fully engage in the reboot process to see positive results.

 

If you've only watched sissy hypno a couple times, you should be ok if you quit now. But it can be like taking your 1st hit of a drug, just cus it's so much stimulation. Just stay away from it and you'll be good!

 

You'll be fine then man. Goodluck with your goals

 

Damn I messed with femdom / sissy / cuckold fantasies. Remember watching one of those Jackpot no hands videos trying to cum without manual stimulation.
When I think about it, it makes me sick to my stomach

 

I had my fair share of experience with femdom/hypno (not sissy and cuckold though - what I consider just one step further on this femdom ladder). Currently I have no problem with femdom/hypno anymore. IMHO femdom/hypno/sissy/feminisation is direct result of low self-worth and low self-esteem, nothing else. I would bet my dinner (and I am REALLY hungry) that you have also inner feelings of inadequacy (looks/body/money), shame and guilt (guilt in case you are also into BSDM). Good news is that based on my experience if you work on removing those negative feelings you automatically shift back towards more vanilla sex. So what I would recommend is to do the challenge and and also read following books in this order.
1. No More Mr Nice Guy - Robert Glover
2. Love Yourself Like Your Life Depends On It - Kamal Ravikant
If you recover your low self-worth any femdom porn will loose its magic (it wont make you hard anymore) because it would not be able to connect into your insecurities and exploit them.

 

@JustinX : I think you are spot on. I definitely have low Self-worth / Self-esteem and struggle with loving myself unconditionally. Coupled with the feeling of not being enough (on looks, personality)

 

I generally have high self esteem, I feel like the sissy hypno appealed to me for a different reason.

The things they try to get you to do in the hypnos are so easily accessible. For example, buying womens clothing can be done online in the comfort of your home. And unlike finding females to have sexual relations with, which can be scarce, there's seemingly endless amounts of males on craigslist etc. I guess what appealed to me is I could go do all these things the hypnos are telling me to in a matter of days. So it makes it feel like you're "living on the edge" by watching the hypnos. Luckily this fetish never got to the point of me actually meeting up with a guy - I feel like that would have messed me up mentally and would be hard to erase bad memories of that caliber.

 

You just gotta learn from your mistakes and stay strong. See if something in particular made you want to watch it again, and stay away from that trigger. Trust me I was just having visions of it and a want to watch it earlier today, but I forced myself not to think about it and now I feel better.

 

Agree to disagree. For me, before sissy hypno it was sadistic porn, as in extreme bdsm porn with males dominating over females. So this extreme contrast between the sadistic porn and sissy hypno added to the appeal. Everyone is different.

 

Stay away from this rubbish the more u fall into this trap the harder it will be to get out. download K9 and it will block most inappropriate searches and results