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Hi there fellow Fapstronauts. I'm new to this group but not new to the game, of no fapping that is... So I'm excited to partake in the challenges. I have actually managed to abstain from fapping for nearly two years now. Unfortunately, I seem to not be able to quit porn. Somehow I think it has affected me badly because since December 2012 I got attacked by the most intense wet dreams, nearly 3 to 4 days a week. Sometimes I could ejaculate four times in one night. It was depressing, and whenever that happened I would lose motivation and go back to watching porn. Then something weird happened, while watching porn I would and can get a strong urge to ejaculate and if I don't immediately pause or stop I usually do... This perplexed me as I wasn't even touching myself just watching. Therefore I really believe porn can change you mind. Help me out guys, how can I stop wet dreams, they are the toughest? To me that is the main challenge, oh and porn of course. Thanks

 

Ok, thanks for the links. Haven't watched yet due to no sound on the work pc's. For me, I would much rather have a girl give me a handjob than touch myself. I absolutely hate masturbation, haven't done it since 2012 if my memory serve me right. The main thing I'm fighting for is to not ejaculate at all. I can have sex with a girl for hours but I do my best not to ejaculate. I believe in the whole seminal retention idea. So the only thing defeating me is the wet dreams. I read and tried many things. Are ytou familiar with the term succubus? I'm not really religious but the way wet dreams sometimes happen seems like there really are succubuses out there sent to come harvest our semen.. I think my brain is totally messed up by porn and masturbating to porn and masturbation in general I guess because sometimes all it takes is just a thought, then my brain goes into overdrive imagining all types of sick horny shit. I can get a mighty erection in seconds to the point where I have to fight with myself not to ejaculate, I'm not touching myself when this happens mind you. The urge is very strong and sometimes I fear I might get a horny thought in public and just come with no control. Is this normal?

 

Don't have a smartphone yet but soon as I get one will send you so I enter. So, made it throught the weekend. I find that its usually the weekends that are most challenging for me to abstain/control loss of semen. Usually I can go a whole week without losing semen but as soon as that weekend hits, the dreams get more vivid and shit happens... How are you guys doing though, I'm pretty sure I can last until this friday without spilling seed. Really don't wanna reset though.