Hello everyone, I know you are thinking that how this happened and why? So today I am going to tell my personal story. I am a teenager from India and 20 years old now. Guys I never said my story before online but this is my first time, I want to share my personal story that you should know. My life is totally ruined by masturbating too much. friends when I am 7-8 years old I started masturbation. Somehow I got addicted very badly and I can't stop it, You guys not even believe that I have masturbated 4-5 times daily. Years and years have gone and it's been 10 years I am masturbating too much. This totally destroyed my body and health. I am going to tell you, my friends, what kind of issue I am facing now. I have internal pain & fatigue in my body several days in a month & even eye vision also distracted. My skin totally got down and also I feel depression & stress. That's why I even made anxiety for various things. after this, I lost my all hopes but still, I am still struggling to make life worthy. I know the devastating effect of masturbation when I am about 18 years old. My body is too weak that affected my whole years. I am now very sick and depressed. After this, I realized that I have done that I don't have to. Now I am 20 years old and want to tell everyone my friends "masturbation really destroys life". I am very weak, my body can't do things for longer. I feel lazy & weak every time/every second in my body. I have also lost interest in various exciting things like sports, outdoor activities, playing, etc. Friends I never knew that this is gonna hurt really that bad. At first, when I am in school time everyone hates me, no one likes me. My face totally ruined, my smartness, my face, my body, my life everything is ruined & destroyed. So please if you are suffering from masturbation addicted, get help immediately before it's too late. I always want to aware of people of this kind of addiction that affect the body, mind, and soul. After controlling masturbation - somehow when I have lost my vitality and natural health, I managed to control my masturbation addiction & finally stopped it. Now I am still facing several issues but it is healing slowly and I am feeling well (a little). I think its gonna take several years to fully recover me. I never thought this is gonna bad for my life. Thanks for reading, That's story defeating masturbation. Sorry for my bad English. Update - I am once again started doing this shit, and because of my severe depression and panic attacks, I am very lonely and all of these bad things happen to me all the time. My life is suffering.
Hi buddy, I believe you becoz I would also masturbate 4 to 5 times each day for the past 2 years. FYI, I am 24 male also from India. Good luck and stay fapfree
I also did this at your age, four or five times a day. It helps reinforce feeling disconnected with people, and helps keep them at arm's length. In my case, I used as a way to feel better, but all it really did was prevent me from being truly present when I was with others, particularly with women. Nobody could hurt me, because I could always fall back to my "go to". What I didn't realize was that I was bonding with my fantasies rather than real people. This prevented me from maturing into full healthy personhood. It was as if I was figuratively sitting in the corner masturbating while the world went by. Ugh. Very happy for you that you have got a handle on it. Congratulations!
Man,You said the actual thing happens in masturbation addiction. It may leave you alone and cut from outer world. Why this thing comes in life.
I believe your testimony (sadly). I just wondered where your internal pain is and why you think it occurred.
I feel your pain man. I'm 18 now, started masturbating from the age of 14 now my hair is thinning seriously and i feel like crap. It only gonna take you a while but u are gonnna recover
@UGetlife I just want to say quit porn, do everything you can to stay away from it, plenty of tips on this site. You are also 20, that is still pretty young, plenty of time to turn your life around and have the best years ahead of you. Try doing it when you over 30. I have also, come to the realization that the best years can be ahead of me as well. You can do this, you are just going to have to get all the info you can on porn addiction and put your nose to the grind stone.
Ohh that's I am taking about bone marrow pain ....I realized that I have lots of pain in bones & muscles....in mornings I have backpain....but now it also seems disappear.
You have my empathy for your internal physical pain. It is a terrible thing and I am so pleased for you that it is disappearing. Namaste
I am an addict I fap 3 times before bedtime. Sometimes one time. I can't control my urge to watch porn and masturbating I want to quit and say healthy every day I am thinking that I should stop it but I cannot do. I am depressed by someone. Due to that I am not happy. Masturbation makes my time away from depression. I am totally skinny after masturbation addiction before I am a good fit and healthy boy. Finally I need to stop it.
Quit now.. overcome your addiction while your are young because youth is heaven.. DONT let youth slip by your life being a slave to Masturbation and you being a zombie.. have courage.. bear the unbearable.. and focus and comit on your career and life goals.. pleasure and hapiness are different.. but what you for from masturbation is instant gratification more worse than pleasure..
