hell ye

Im 5 months in.

Before doing NoFap, I was in deep shit.
I moved back home to live with my parents as a 22 year old, and I was basically a freelance dude, who worked home a lot.

Eventually after living home with my parents for like 3 month, I began to develop this bad habit of masturbating 3 times a day to some really heave porn.
Sometimes I would watch porn and masturbate as the first thing when I woke up.

At this point I had a pretty big history with women, and I had slept with a lot of women.. But the more I got into this deep spiral og masturbating and watching porn, the less I would actually chase women in real life, and I got to a point where I haven't had sex with a real women for more than 2 months, which is a lot of time for me.

I would just not give a shit, about getting home with a girl from the bar at all.. I would instead justify my shy and shitty behavior, by telling myself I hav'd already slept with so many women, that nothing could surprise me anymore, and I should just go watch porn and masturbate instead, because that would get me a better "high" if you wanna say so.

One day.. also because of my low productivity level, I decided to quit cigerattes, porn and masturbation.

And then things began to change a little.

Because that my brain needed some kind of dopemine, and I couldn't masturbate anymore, I began to drink more alcohol when I was partying, though I also began to be more productive in the normal days, and workout a lot... Everything just
escalated in every possible way. More productivity, more talking to women, more creativity, but like I said, also more alcohol when partying, and suddenly also a little pot here and there in party related situations.. It was like I just wanted more of everything.. It was like I began to live a lot more.. But you have to control it, so you don't change bad habits with other bad habits.

After just one week of NoFap, I began to have sex with real women again.. I slept 3 times with this hot chick, with huge breast, that I just scored randomly, like I would do in the old days.. I slept with her in a jacouzi at one point..

Then after that I began to sleep with a different woman here and there every other friday..

My productivity level was increased so much, that I went to the gym 3 times a week.

I also began playing football again at my old club 2 times a week.

I began to talk to people again, and pretty much living a little bit more, because my brain forced my body to do things, because it needed the rush.

AND NOW! 5 months in..

Im kind of back to who I wanna be.

Im moving out in under a month, to live on my own, in Copenhagen.
I sleep with a different women almost every weekend if I want to.
I'm together with my friends.
I have a job where I earn 4.125 dollars a month, which is a good start for a 23 year old in Denmark.
I almost don't have time to go to the gym, and I mostly like my life.
The only thing that bothers me is that I live home with my parents, but that will change in under a month, and then I actually think I will be happy.

It has of course been really hard, not to masturbate in the beginning. But honestly, when I reflect on this little story, I really think it was worth it to begin on NoFap.

To be honest with you guys, I started on NoFap because of 2 things.

I wanted to have sex with women again, and be an hank moody who could talk with every women when going out for drinks..
and I wanted to be productive again..
And both those things became a reality.

I can't imagine how much I'm gonna do with this energy, when living at my own place, where I can do what I want when I want.

I'm looking forward to just live like an adult, in Copenhagen, with this lifestyle.

I almost can't remember how it feels not to have this much testosterone and high energy level.

Thank you for reading. God bless you. One love! Feel free to comment.

 

Because that my idols as a kid, was Rock N Roll stars, and people who lived a very wild life. So for me I like "rocking rolling", sleeping with different women and living a life with high speed if you might say so. I think life is what you do with it.. And it's up to you to make it like you want it to be. So if ones life is boring, it's he og she´s own responsibility to spice it up. Everyone should go be that person that they dream of being.