Day 35 - Benefits & Problems soo far

HI I am 26 M from India. I was addicted from PMO from age 12. I have been masturbated at an average of once a day. Started smoking and drinking at high rate from age 17. my life became complete hell & messy. I lost my body weight. Complete body tremors and high anxiety. I have detected with autoimmune Hyperthyroid at 22 and found myself difficult to breathe. Those were the worst year of my life and i was in complete depression, anxiety, fears and lost interest in almost everything which were usually pleasurable activities for me. Complete apathetic and struggling for life but i always thanks to my lord krishna who helped me in finding a great homeopathic doctor.
I started homeopathic treatment at 23 and as per my doctor's advice i quit smoking and drinking completely. I have seen constant improvement in my hyperthyroid, depression, anxiety and my fears reduced very much. My physical health improved a lot and gained back my weight.

Although there's improvement in my health i was still not find myself very happy because my depressions and anxiety were reduced but i was in complete anhedonia and unable find any pleasure in any activities (like travelling with friends, parties etc). In last month i have found this nofap page over the internet while searching advantages and disadvantages of masturbation and after reading success stories of the people i found that this is last piece of the puzzle which is keeping myself from winning. So, i checked with my homeopathic doctor and started Nofap from 31-03-2018 Its my 35TH day today.
First 3 Days were ordinary
3-11 Days full of energy / full horny and just needed sex
12-16 anxiety flatline - has two panic attacks, anxiety, diarrhea and high heartbeat
17-29 -anxiety gone, heartbeat normal, diarrhea gone but still falline - no drive what so ever and feeling bored every time
Day 30 Onward - Improvements - Rock strong morning wood (first time in last many years), can feel the emotions - i was in tears two days ago watching my favorite Bollywood movie (which i have seen several times before) Happy - After many many years i enjoyed and danced with full flow yesterday on friend's bday party...

i hope this is the start of the improvements and i hope the same will continue... I thank so much to my fellow Fapstronauts for motivation & i keep sharing my experiences on upcoming days. I will be happy to answer queries but there may be delay in answer as i rarely visits.

please excuse me for my English and long post.. Thanksss

 

Keep going bro. You will definately see improvements soon

 

Maybe homeopathy helping me to recover really fast but i still made a promise to myself that i am not going to "O" until my merriage or until i find the real love. I am not going to waste my load on someone not deserving.