Your probably expecting some story about how Drugs and Masturbation ruined my life. Well, no. Ive been beating the little devil, since I was 12. As age progressed, my interest became wider and less moralistic. For about two years, you could look at my Tumblr, or my Search History and probably shit yourself. Im currently 21. I was at an awesome Music Festival a year ago, and was talked into trying my first (And only, so far) tab. Its not really what happened while I was tripping face, as it was the mindset I was left with afterwards. Some probably could simply call this maturing, especially at my age, but it seemed to happen rapidly after my trip. Ever since, I have been thinking deeper, if that makes sense. Down to the simple idea of how ridiculous and primal any sexual act is, solo or co-op! I began to question some of what my life consisted of and even though I was always left with a little bit of a burden after watching porn, its kinda hit me and I have realized it as an actual problem now. Im in a relationship, and we practice a dynamic that (typically) involves some heavy sexual experiences. However, for me, im left having to cut our time short because I cant even stay hard. If I CAN manage an erection, im kind of a captive of the good ole Death Grip, so orgasm are hard to reach. Not to mention the times ive ACTUALLY let porn surpass having fun with her. Ive tried my hand at "Rebooting" before, many a times, and haven't got passed more than about 7 days, unless im just really busy. Hopefully I will have better luck here!
Hi Mesteh, sounds as if that experience a year ago was the start of a positive impulse in your life - thanks for sharing your story. Strength to you on your journey!
