One day I just kind of stopped

It was earlier this year. I actually remember precisely what date, it was January 9th, because I had downloaded a new SFM file for my envy-inducing, fetish-filled pornography collection and one of these days I came across the decoy folder and the last change happened at that date.

Last year, I was in some sort of limbo. I had sick ideas, spent literally all day playing games without any perspective, I wasn't going to school, and I would attempt to fill the void of the husk that I was with lots of P, furry P.

One day, I just sort of snapped out of it. "I'm sick". "I should be ashamed". I decided that, by my next birthday, I'd be closer to being whole(rid of anxiety, comfortable with my looks and with some income, at least), and that I would give it my 100% until then to make it happen.

So I started going to the gym, started working with this friend of mine on developing a business, started studying. I also started my NoFap journey, however, I refused to let go of porn: I would edge and, inevitably, O. I felt disgusted, and the disgust eventually won over the urge of instant gratification.

When I started going back to school again, I was already on my 20th day. I had, and still have, no temptation at all. It simply vanished. I haven't lost libido, haven't had a wet dream to this day, and haven't had any anomalies with my penis, though I don't usually wake up with morning woods. I actually thought something was wrong with me, and strongly considering MO'ing to test it out(this was at ~120 days-ish), but I didn't follow through.

I still have shitty days every now and then, and I've got pretty used to this enhanced quality of life that its just become my normal now. There are days where I can feel myself reverting back to the old, hedonistic me, and though these are the shitty days, it makes the aftermatch better and it also helps me see how far I've come.

As a conclusion, I would like to point out that NoFap is an unique experience that varies from person to person. It certainly had a positive impact on me, but it was not the sole defining factor on what I've accomplished so far - which is actually pretty in accordance to other experiences I've read about.

Oh yea, girls too.