Keep it Simple Stupid.

Hey guys,

I am 25. This is day two for me. There has never been a doubt in my mind since I was a young kid that sex is a powerful thing. I remember experiencing attraction when I saw an unclothed Barbie, and as kids we would fast forward through VHS tapes to find " the good parts." When I was in middle school the power of sex became more apparent with the race up the hill from the bus stop to go look at porn at my buddy's house. I never stopped.

But here's the problem: sex and women have been separate for me. Sex- was just a toy, movie scene, or internet porn. These things were exciting and perplexingat first, but they're like videogsmes. There is no skin in the game. They are not women who can reject you. If you dont like one just hit the x, respawn. There was power there but like any game, it gets old after you master it.
It should be: there is power in women! But I conveniently avoided real life adventures. Why? I had porn. There is a long term reward in asking a girl to go on a date and then investing your time in her life. I'd like to take that plunge. I'd like to play the real game. The noble game where women have power because they have intrinsic human value. Where sex is a side note and I have to face my fears. Risk rejection and have to change for someom else.
For a long time I tried to view this problem through extreme spiritualism. I'm not saying this problem is not spiritual, but as an overthinker I have found that keeping it simple is best for me. Wondering why and how my problem exists doesn't help sometimes. I just need to do it- from a tangible, real, practical platform. Here we are boys. I'm at the front line. Im with y'all. Let's get some!

 

Thanks to you both! I've heard a lot about super powers. Any idea where I could study this concept more?