I've had sex with 12 women, never was able to cum with any. Milestone: first time cumming during sex - happened just a few days ago. It felt a million times better than usual #nofap
Home. The streak continues. Felt pretty decent the last few days. We'll see if the tiredness catches up to me
Lunchtime crash. Totally unenthusiastic about Xmas eve / Xmas. On another note, my family are a bunch of weirdos... Guess that's where I get it from?
Woke up in the middle of the night and fapped last night. Didn't realize what I was doing until it was too late. Fuck.
Last night was the closest I've been to breaking down in a long time. I could barely contain my urge to fap and I edged a few times... Not good :/ Also, I slept almost the entire day and felt completely useless.
I feel you bro. If somehow possible I would recommend to put yourself in an unknown environment for a couple of weeks, like visiting an asian, south-american or african country f.ex. This will put many things in a new perspective. If that's not an option, just visit a city you have always wanted to see. I think simply getting fresh impulses is completely being underestimated. Try it, I believe in you!
I'm in a really bad place with this thing. I haven't felt urges like these for months and they're coming back with a vengeance. Over the last week or so, I've been losing the battle. I've fapped 4 times and watched porn for the first time since Mid-October. Previously I'd gone 28 days without fapping and even came during sex for the first time. It's a discouraging turn of events, but I'll get through it. I have to!
