I've been addicted to porn and sex for 22 yrs now, I wonder if there is a hope.

I have had sex with more than 50 women now, destroyed the hearts of countless girls, my ex girlfriend was the one who hit me the most because I really loved her. I am not a bad person, I am caring and a good friend, but I've never been able to keep a faithful relationship with a girl.

But anyways, I feel like I've touched bottom, I cannot just go on with this "player" lifestyle and addiction to PMO. I've been meditating a lot lately, and I think "awareness" is the best tool I've found, I hope to continue this journey until I achieve my 90 days reboot.

 

Thanks for the encouragement Pmintj, Definitely PMO has been my core problem with my sex addiction, I am waiting to the see the big picture bro, Hopefully I'll see it soon and Good luck with quitting tobacco, It's been like 15 days since my last cigarette, try to not get around with people who smokes a lot, that can make a difference.

 

Hey michgem0707 , thanks for the prayers It gives me hope to see you have made it so far, keep it up like that bro. Today is my 6th day of no PMO, I am excited to achieve my first week in like 22 years

 

Thank you Jonesman99! Today is my 6th day of no PMO, I am excited to almost achieving my first week in like 22 years of existence . phew!

 

Hey Mickster, thank you for the words, this is what I need it to hear today, you are right, it hurts, you feel confused, wondering if it's worth it, but is a GOOD pain, I know is a process and like you said, it would be good to seek God or join a fraternity to be more encouraged. Thank you for your prayers ! God bless!