Gay furry fetish...?

Learn to despise your perversions and quit speaking so fondly of them. PMO is your mortal enemy. Pornography will cause your heart to attach itself to all sorts of degenerate lusts, it will destroy your very soul.

 

Just posted this in another thread about sexual tastes changing:

It is caused by PMO. This is escalation taking place. Many here have started with psubs, then soft core, then onto hard core, then to fetishes, lesbian and gay, and violent stuff they would never have thought of viewing. (It has even led many to question their sexual orientation.) This escalation takes place due to the brain's desire for more dopamine and new, novel material, including stuff that produces anxiety, fear and guilt. These emotions actually heighten the effects of the dopamine by producing cortisol and other chemicals. The next time around, one needs all of this chemical "cocktail" to get the same high.

Reboot returns one back to their "original, genuine" tastes. Many have had this experience. Quit PMO for several months and then see what kind of tastes you have. It may take awhile since you have been on this path for some time, but it is absolutely reversible. I recommend reading yourbrainonporn. It addresses your question directly and with case studies.

 

No, you're not the only one. You're never the only one. Gay furry was my go-to genre for years. I was obsessed with that shit, but it did not disturb me as much as it disturbs you right now. There's a reason for this. Everyone has hard lines they don't want to cross, that they will feel sick and disgusted when crossing. They are defined by the kind of person you see yourself as. I consider myself bisexual. You consider yourself straight. The idea that this would interest you at all disturbs you greatly because it's against your own self-concept.

My impression of reading the post you linked to is that you're giving your urges too much power, and you're highly addicted to porn. Not using porn is a very simple way to solve both problems. If I saw furry porn now, would I be turned on? Yes. Do I care? Not in the slightest. I don't use porn. It's not part of my life. I don't care what kind of porn would turn me on if I did use it. It's a moot point and useless discussion about someone who doesn't use porn anyway.

The comment above mine is quite good, but my conclusion is slightly different from his. I simply don't care what my tastes are or whether they are original or artificial. If I don't see this kind of material, it has no power over me. But no matter how long I go without it, relapsing would eventually put me back where I started. Rebooting is great, but what comes after the reboot should be "no porn forever."

 

As taboo as it seems, there are A LOT of straight guys who are very into that. It's pretty close to as degenerate as any kind of legal pornography can get, which I think has something to do with it's appeal. I used to be, as difficult as it is for me to admit, VERY into it when I was younger. Probably more than you are now. That and lesbian stuff were my go-to genres whenever I felt the need to get off, which was usually 3 or 4 times a day. However, when I think about it now, having been abstaining from any kind of PMO for around 8 months now, I can tell you I don't feel so much as a wiggle. I usually just laugh to myself about how completely absurd it was for it to have ever turned me on, because it is a very strange and questionable genre. The 90 day challenge is a tried and true method to discover your true sexuality, although personally, it took me longer than that to finally realize how disgusting most of what I was watching was, and to find myself fully and very much attracted exclusively to full bodied women. Leave all of your old habits behind and you'll eventually find your way. Trust me.

 

I was so ashamed and honestly scared of being attracted to gay furry porn even though Im straight. Their bodies were typically drawn with some feminine features included and sometimes the gender was almost ambiguous in certain positions. I think over time the vanilla stuff just doesn't excite you as much and you need to watch more taboo stuff. It was at that point I realized I needed to stop.

Having stayed away from it, I can say Im not as attracted to it as I used to be and I think its something that could fade away completely if I give it enough time and make positive improvements in my life that bring me genuine happiness. It was just a porn induced fetish that got radically out of control in the heat of the moment. My brain was craving the dopamine so badly it just registered anything new or taboo as hot I guess.

 

I was hooked heavy onto transwomen. I could only O to that, nothing else worked. I actually started off with softcore as a kid, then to mags, then softcore video, then orgies, then sleeping fetishes, then spent a long time watching backdoor (women).. spent years watching them then after 17yrs in a lust free fall I "upgraded" to transwoman. I seen one which blew my mind and I never turned back. This likely ruined a 12yr relationship I had with my ex. I spent years watching this then onto 3D futa which I think really destoryed my psychology after a couple years of that my brain was fried and ED started to pop up. Mind you, my life was completely screwed. After 30yrs of PMO I've been 2yrs PMO free and this 2yrs has been utter hell but massive highs and lows.. however I do not crave and am eagar to watch anything anymore. The thought of any genre to P sickens me. I cant even bring myself to watch it.