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Introduction: I have been addicted to pornography, masturbation and orgasm.

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  1. Nov 25, 2018 #1
    nakalaku

    nakalaku Fapstronaut

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    Good day to all of you.

    You can call me Nakalaku. I'm 29 years old male.

    Simply start, I have been addicted to this PMO when I first started masturbating at the age of 14. This happened because at that time I'm so frustrated due to I was not having any normal nocturnal emission starting from the age of 12 and so on.

    All my friends had reported among themselves that they had started having nocturnal emission and they really mocked anyone who still not reach puberty yet at that time.
    So, while concealing my secret as I still not reach puberty yet, I started looking for any possible way to trigger my desired nocturnal emission.

    This caused me to access the pornography from the internet and magazine at that time as I had heard that nocturnal emission does trigger in the sleep after somebody saw an obscene view beforehand. So I tried this so-called "method" but it did not happen to me at all even after numerous attempts. So at this point I started developing fetishism towards pornography and subsequently has made me masturbate.

    But, even I did masturbated at that time (age 14), I still not produce that white semen, only a clear fluid discharge happened upon orgasm. So, that made me realized that I am a late-puberty type or a late-maturing type of a person.

    So, upon realizing that, I keep this newfound secret from anyone else but at the same time the addiction has long controlled me. I just cant stop the urge anymore. So I keep on watching porno from there on and keep masturbating until now. From once a week during age 14-18 to once every 3 days at now.
    (P/S: I started ejaculating semen, reaching the puberty when I hit 16)

    So that's my story. But now I want to stop this habit really once for all.
    I have tried stopping this before but always failed.

    So I hope I got some helps from you guys and may God return the favor to you guys in my stead.

    Regards,
    Nakalaku.
    (Sorry for my bad english, not my first language)
     
    nakalaku, Nov 25, 2018
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  2. Nov 27, 2018 #2
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    Welcome @nakalaku ,



    The struggle is daily and the soul can be week. Take heart, the sin of PMO can be overcome.



    Take it one day, one hour or one minute at a time, because PMO can rewire the brain with proven complications.



    PIED - Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction which is caused by your brain demanding the "perfect" images it sees in porn. Then, in real life things are not so "perfect" and an erection is impossible.



    DE - Delayed Ejaculation. This can be caused by medication as well, but PMO can cause delayed ejaculation during real sex also. With a brain that's rewired by PMO being used to seeing perfect images to ejaculate, real life sex might not provide enough stimulation.



    Death Grip - frequent PMO rubs on the nerves in the penis. After a time, their is some nerve damage. So, gripping a bit more firmly happens. This new firmer grip rubs deeper nerves and it works for a while. Then, those nerves are damaged. With daily pmo, the nerve damage can be extensive and PMO will just continue the cycle until ejaculation is almost impossible.



    Prone Masturbation - frequently cited as the form of masturbation that causes the most nerve damage. As opposed to manual stimulation, Prone Masturbation uses the full body weight to rub on a bed or a pillow. Most PMO experts suggest never using this form of masturbation.



    If you have a problem with PMO, you are in the right place.



    PMO destroys Mind, Body and Spirit.



    Healing through Inspiration can be found at:



    Matthew 5:30 (click for link to quote)



    Never give up.



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  3. Nov 27, 2018 #3
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    Good luck
     
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  4. Nov 27, 2018 #4
    nakalaku

    nakalaku Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for all of your support.

    My question is, i used to do prone masturbation before this, and of course the feeling get dull and more dull over the years... till to the point there is no "explosion" anymore upon ejaculation, only the flowing of semen come out just like peeing.

    So how can i fix this nerve damage?
    Any remedy while i do abstaining?
     
    nakalaku, Nov 27, 2018
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