I'm 35, and I didn't see any 'proper' pornography until I was ~17. However, I was enjoying a lot of almost-porn and M-ing constantly, for 4-5 years prior to this. My earliest memories of this include looking at the underwear section of my mother's clothing catalog and enjoying the sensation in my pants, not knowing how to touch myself etc. Eventually I tried to cup my hands together to imagine what a vagina feels like, and my naive first attempts at M were born. Later I remember my interest in alternative films led to me 'accidentally' videoing some rather erotic films on late night TV. My first o was watching one of these, possibly a Russ Meyer film. When my family got satellite TV I also discovered Music television, and I spend a great deal of time enjoying the music videos of the time (despite not really enjoying the music). My initial M motivated web searches were for my favourite pop stars and movie stars in sexy magazine shoots. We had a family computer in the sitting room, so I didn't dare search for anything too 'hard'. I would often print my favourite pictures out and hide them under my bed. My first proper P was my brother's magazines, which I discovered in his desk drawer one day. 'Playboy' magazine, and adult film reviews with exciting stories and (softcore) pictures. Eventually a friend showed me some videos on his computer, true hardcore internet strength stuff, and although I was initially a bit disgusted, it intrigued me enough to seek out more. Lonely periods later on led to phone sex, for which I maxed out a credit card and narrowly avoided serious debt (thankfully long behind me), strip clubs (same), cam girls (similar outcome, although I still struggle with this occasionally), etc. I found nofap due to the Ted talk video. It's still early days, but I am getting better. Truth is, I've always felt guilty about this stuff - right from looking at the ladies in the underwear catalog.
Lol, nothing was taken out of context. You made a statement, I countered it, and you backtracked. You're just playing with words now and making up lies to save face. But it's all good since people aren't as dumb as you think. I'll cut through all your deflections and off-topic nonsense, and summarize it for you and everyone else. Your point is: We should prepare our kids for porn. But, parental control at home makes NO difference. My point is: Yes, we should prepare our kids for porn. But, there DOES need to be more parental control and awareness at home, because some of these children are too young. It's pretty simple and the viewers can decide whose viewpoint they agree with. You're just embarrassed that I presented a better argument, and going on incoherent rants now to distract people and save face, lol No you didn't. Everyone else did, until you came and went on off-topic and nonsensical rantings. It's all good though, thanks for the entertainment and traffic to my thread. Dude, GET HELP, LOL. You seem to be confusing me with someone else, and suffer from severe paranoid delusions. This is my first account here. There's no secret Ninja Aliases coming after you, lol. You're neither special nor important compared to the millions of other people on Nofap. I could keep playing with you but that would just be cruel at this point, now that you've shown us all that you're a paranoid schizophrenic. You seem like the type of guy that would rant at imaginary ghosts in the air. Take care Gramps, don't give yourself a heart attack. P.S- Starting to feel worried for the people on Nofap.com that there's sad paranoid/grandiose lunatics like this running around actually giving advice.
I was about 11. We used to watch porn on the school computer with the other kids but it didn't really interest me at first. The other kids actually poked fun at me because I said that the thought of wanking off disgusted me. The trouble began when I say a red bull ad in my mothers magazine. It had a picture of a woman in leather on it and I couldn't take my eyes off her so I ripped off the page and took it to my room. And thus began the vicious cycle on that fateful day.
Torn up pages from a Playboy were blowing around the playground when I was around 10. All the kids were gathered around going, "Ewwww!" I remember looking up "boobs" on the school computers too. Not sure which happened first.
I was 7 or 8 years old. I found parents video cassette. I found parents video cassette. I called my neighbor who lived few floors above, he was 2 years older than me. So I showed it to him and asked what is this?) It was funny and awkward.
