Hey so im at the 6 day of my 100 day plan of no seeing porn whatsoever, not even hot pictures, by that i am just teasing myself into relapse. I just got curious cause i have never seen craigslist and have now blocked thechive and craigslist from my safari. its just funny that i noticed, how much even on the news page i go and look if there is going to be any picture of a hot girl.... just goes to show how deeply rooted in me this addiction is!
Hope you don't delve to deep into this kind of stuff. Sounds like we started at the same time as tomorrow like you I will be finished a week of no PMO so excited (you should be too) wish you luck on your journey and I hope you succeed, we are all behind you. Stay Strong - iwillstop
Hey yaaaay one week! Til now it was quite easy, didnt think so much of it. But leets keep strong, i have a feeling it might get worse in the next week lets hold eachother accountable, since we are so close together with our starting point
For now I feel quite fine, although I sensed some urges quite a few times to relapse and just cum. Even in dreams I have some sexual fantasies playing in my head. I think the best thing is to keep busy and meditate, this really really helps a lot. Im not sure how much if anything changed but I hope there will be a sense to it after I finish with this abstention, or Im thinking of just going longer. Its a lot to too far ahead, but I think what I want is that this will lead me to some real relationship
I dont know how much things changed, i just think about jerking off less. Also I noticed that since I dont bring myself down after every masturbation, I am emotionally more stable and able to communicate with girls easier
