My first post and my first relapse

First a little bit about myself. I have been masterbateing for as long as i can remember. Even when i was 5 or 6 i used to squeeze my pillows between my legs as i fell asleep because i thought it felt good. When i was about 8 i started actually jerking off. I doubt there was ever a day i didn't. But all this was fine untill my parents got a lab top. I eventualy started looking at photos of just girls on bikinis nothing more but of course this progressed to full nudes then videos to hard core porn. I eventualy gave the computer a blue screen my parents never suspected i gave it a virus and just thought it was old. They happly bought new labtops for themselves. But even now my addiction has carried on to more and more taboo porn as i get desensitized to the point that i find myself sicking. And thats why i started NoFap.
However i just relapsed after seven days. The reason being i told myself it would be to hard to quit cold turkey so i decided the first ten days i could watch porn but each day i had to watch something less hard core. My thoughts being i would slowly wean myself off it. Of course this failed. I was watching porn nothing extream when i just reached out and grabbed myself by instinct. Haveing held back for so long all ready it didnt take long for me to finish.
And so i restart from day one. This time without any porn. Sorry for this being a long post. I just had to get this off my chest. I will try to keep a daily journal from now on (something i should have done in the first place) even if no one reads it. Good luck to the rest of you and hopefuly you wont repete my mistakes. God bless