i have nothing . no friends , no social life, no family (far away from them) , no hobbies , far away from god , i stopped prying. bored life , boring major (college), depressed , lonely , angry , frustrating , have no purpose , no values , no self esteem , no confidence , nothing nothing nothing nothing
I know it sounds like I am just brushing you off but try to take some of that with humor, I do that a lot. A good way to deal with bad things is to make fun of them.
Its temporary feeling from your brain to watch P again .. You must be fighter and going on your life Do not judge your life because of the temporary things you live So make friend , make new habit , learn some things ,reading , ... etc
i had that feeling since i was 13 , now i am 19 , before i became addicted to porn ( since i was 15 )