I can't the hype feeling "let's do it" anymore, is this a sign of porn? I can feel sadness and pain but I can't feel myself happy anymore, I feel i'm being underestimated by myself
Don't worry I had the same, now you need to be strong. Release all your bad feelings, you can cry, scream or punch a boxing bag. You will feel better.
I have been like this for months. If I push my mind I can get some excitement and emotion, before was more intense.