My personal story of rebooting

Hello guys! Today i start my journey of the 90 Days NoFap Challenge and with the help of your online community i believe i will succeed!
My personal story is like this...
I started like 14-15 PMO and since then the longer without PMO was 1 week. I really feel the need right to make a radical change in my life, it looks like the P is eating my life and taking me the real pleasures with the real people. I feel really stressed out, work, college, personal stuff, to many things at once. When PMO it feels like a stress relief but the next day it makes me feel so guilty and ashamed! My personal life and relationships never been great really, with some occasional erectile malfunctions. No that i am single i don't feel motivated enough to chase a girl i like a lot and have that personal contact. Of course i believe this is a cause of the so many years of PMO making me feel more and more insecure with women. BUT NOW i am taking the challenge to change my life and i will SUCCEED!!!!!!

 

Thank you Kenzo89! I knew i couldn't do this alone that's why i asked the help and the support of the community, and by posting daily to this journal it will make me keep track of my road to success!! Thanks!!!

 

Hello guys! Here i am almost 5 without PMO and i feel great! More energetic and more encouraged like i am doing something very good for my health (which i am...). Wow this forum helps me so much, when i see any temptation i think that i am a part now of a community of other guys that are supporting me and that i will let them down if i do it! And this challenge ultimately gives me a purpose! Thank you all! See you soon with my updates! Take care Fapstronauts!!!

 

i failed i am resseting the counter

 

Thank you Happiness for your supporting words! I will take every advice you are giving me and apply it. Of course i am not quitting the journey, it a was and i lost only a battle but i will keep fighting. I want to change my state of mind and receive happiness FINALLY! Thank you! Thank you all!!!

 

Thank you blogboy, i appreciate it!

 

I believe i don't discipline at all! Not only regarding this matter but generally in my life. I sometimes wonder why am i doing wrong things, while i know they are wrong or it is not the right moment, but i still do them. Discipline is the hardest thing for me to change. It starts when you are a kid and when you are a grown man is almost impossible to change it. But i will try! I know i have the power and the ability to pursue a better life... but the wrong discipline it taking it far from me.. Thank you for your support! I will change!