So i started doing this like a week ago, but i cant seem to go past day 2, usually i last for a day but the next day i relapse, i dont know what is wrong with me, i just find myself watchin something on the internet that i dont even conscionsly recognise and i start touchin myself without bein aware, next thing u know im deep in it and after i cum i realise, omg what happened i just relapsed again. i dont know what to do to stop this, its like im a zombie that does things without his will. all i want is orgasm orgasm, like a zombie needs brains, i felt that i had more energy and focus after 1 day or 2, but i cant seem to go past that, everytime i relapse i feel so fatigue and without any purpose, no ambition nothing, i just dont do anything, i cheated my way out of life and this is life's punishment on me, because sex is the reason why we do things in life, we wanna get rich so we can get a girl, we wanna flashy car to get a girl and to get attention, we want that big house to get the fuckin girl, we do stuff that are inherently about a woman that we want to have a family with, but the side effects are that this selfish thing is what propelled humanity so far ahead, ambition starts with this, purpose starts with this, jacking off is the cheat to all of this, after u do it, u dont want the flashy car anymore, u dont wanna get rich anymore, u dont want the big house anymore, ur life purpose was fullfilled and ure worthless now. u got nothing else to exist for, so u deplet ur energy with which u could do wonders for nothing. i dont know what to do to stop this now and forever, i wanna have a purpose in life, i want to stop cheating on life, i want to live life to its full potential. but its so hard to stop...
it doesnt matter if its sex or porn, the fact that i cum everyday is the issue here, it destroys everything i plan to do, i just stop doing it because i lose the ambition after i orgasm, i lost my drive my purpose and i cant seem to stop cumming.
Speak to someone you can trust. If you can, get to a professional therapist asap. If not, there are places you can call. At least you recognize you need to change, which is always a start.
Gonna have to call you out here. You are insulting yourself and everyone else on this forum to say that you can't do it. Try with everything you have next time. Pretend that someone is watching you and pointing a gun at your head and if you touch your willie you will die.
Bro eventually you’ll stop, sex is not everything... it starts with YOU when you stop you’ll be motivated to go and get what you want don’t get ahead of yourself everything you need will come to you
thanks for all the comments guys, ill try harder and ill think about that gun to the head idea, might work... i gotta start somewhere, today i feel better its been a day so far, i hope i go on.
Please consider speaking to someone who cares about your health. Will power is wonderful, but it does not come without accountability and a strategy. You will never regret seeking assistance. That's the sign of a true man.
day 3 here, it seems somehow i broke thru it, yesterday i had an urge i started touchin myself but i realised it and i slapped my hand and i won the battle, lets go for 1 week, im thrilled about this.
It may help if you join the 7 day challenge and check in there everyday. But sounds like you need a 6 month reboot via Hard mode to get your brain back to normal homeostasis. Thats also what i am working on as well
