I'm 33 years old, learning websites development (PHP, HTML, JavaScript...) and some of the things that I'm addicted to are : watching porn, masturbating, sleeping, not studing, playing games online... It drains a lot of time and no wonder I'm still stuck in my final assignment. We have no due date and I just don't touch the homework. So, today is already my 3rd day of struggling. I think about sex when I go to sleep and it helps me to sleep less time, being less sleepy, but, I need not to burn my time, but, for studing, helping my family in stuff, being more involved. I'm going for the challenge of 2 weeks.
Good luck on your 2 week challenge buddy, you can do it. Everyone on here is really supportive and we will do our best to help you achieve your goals. Hope you succeed man
I'll be your buddy if you teach me how to make apps..anything inmake I can give u royalties reply soon
Wow, RayRay8, you have probably saved many hours of watching porn and edging. About 100 to 200 hours maybe ? Who knows... I don't really learn application development. Application development is about making application that can stand alone. Websites, even the simples of them, will require having google chrome or any other software that can interpret html, like mozila firefox, safari... Do you have any other addiction that comes instead of porn and masturbation ? Sex pops up into my mind everyday all day. I mean, when I see women, when I day dream, that's a lot of times. What do you do when sex pops up into your mind ?
So far, I try to avoid watching porn, but, I still want it. I'm just afraid I will watch too much. I'm afraid I will lose the balance and fail. :-( Failing is very easy here and I know I'm going to strugle. So far I did good things today like working out, shopping for my grandmother, watering her garden, watching news, but, it's evening now and I want to study. When I study, the porn pops up into my mind many times. Maybe just a little bit of porn will help me...? It can keep me awake.
I think porn for energy has opposite affect. There is a feeling going on or you're interrupting a pattern out loud which is cool too. Typically some form of fear drives my acting act. It takes some processing to stay stopped and not go for the bandaid or fireworks. Best to you..us.
So far, I thought that edging is cool, I kept me awake more hours, being less sleepy. The problem is, it wasted time and too much of it gave me uncomfortable feeling at the lower belly. So, now, I don't even watch porn and I try avoid edging too. Last night was hard until I fell asleep, about 12 hours ago. I got tempted to stroke with the tips of my fingers, but, only a little bit.