addicted to transwomen

I'm similar I went from girls to girls in panties to teens onto creepshot them guys wearing lingerie.... Now I'm trying to quit the lot as to have a norm sex life again.

 

It's gross as fuck , stop watching it, the male brain is retarded , any sign that it's of women origins even if it's not , and were primed and ready , its novel and you know there sissy submissive bitches , your test levels are high your more likely to be impulsive, than someone who has low t and low libido , if both these where low you would NOT want to watch this stuff, it's an all round trick an optical illusion , high libido, escalation from regular porn , and for a moment all lights are green.
It will get boring /disgusting/ real and you will feel sick to your stomach . That's when it ends .

That said porn is porn and we grow a tolerance to everything after awhile and it can take more and more to get the same buzz, when people escalate to degenerate shit , it's because firstly there are new studies that say porn damages the frontal lobes and causes you to be more impulsive make worse decisions , so already years of watching porn degrades this making you more and more succeptible to allow in other perverted shit to try and get the same buzz.

It's just porn and stays in the world of porn , because porn is a drug that can manifest in various ways, you saw one of these dudes in real life when you weren't a porn addict I doubt you'd want to go bobbing for apples.

When I first came across this shit my test was through the roof , I escalated to the genre , at first my mind created its own fantasy , and oddly enough when I see a women it is no longer a dick of a male , it's something different , she's a little nympho , whatever it was if your hormones are through the roof you see things differently , especially in regards to porn.

At first I though I must be in gay denial , id I'd never questioned anything my entire life , it didn't take long to know for sure that it was this porn , I have absolutely nothing to worry about .

Longstory short, I will try and watch it again from time to time to get the same high, but it's nearly impossible now , because the novelty has worn off and all I see is a dude with a dick and I'm almost heaving .

Funny how hormones /something that looks feminine/ porn novelty / and boom your mind says it's a go .

The fantasy will wear off . Then leave it in the dirt.

I watched a talk online where sexuality was being studied .

From there observations, women are into romance/ fan fiction/ having a strong dominant lover

Straight men have a visual fantasy to transwoman porn.

And gay men have a visual fantasy to men with a pussy.

They didn't study lesbians

The first one is obvious, but the second two are odd.

All said and done I , was turned on when I first started watching for all the reasons above . But now I feel like heaving if I see it . And I don't get the high anymore .

Just a fantasy in porn world that died a cold death

 

Same shit happened to me except not with transgendered person. Began NoFap, and now the novelty wore off and now I find it pretty disturbing to watch. I also feel no arousal to it either, and I e done the same as you, I’ve rewatched it multiple times to see if I still liked it and I don’t at all. It’s been 3 years since I was last aroused by it. Funny how porn can manipulate the brain.

Do you feel any shame or guilt looking back?

 

Yes and no, there was more shame when I was viewing it,
Over the short period of time I did.


The shame lessened because I know myself well, and how porn can mould tastes around new stimulation than real world attraction.

I just let it go and stopped worrying about it.
I just see it as part of life , learning new things about myself.
It's not necessarily something I feel I should be ashamed about .

I think I say that though because I no longer get aroused by it and it's all porn /fantasy related

'Id like to look back with 3 years under my belt focusing on more productive patterns. Can waste so much time in negative patterns

 

If you abstain from porn completely then all of the novelty induced fetishes will wear off. When you get that urge you must tell yourself it’s wrong and understand that it’s porn that you are attracted to and not yourself.

 

Abstaining will definitely help if your in the grips of it,

For me , I burn out , when I get into something new, I gravitate to pushing the boundaries of it , also by doing this I burn through the novelty much faster, if I watch general porn videos , I eventually go to cams sites and interact , in a way you get things out of your system , and the novelty wears off much faster , you get bored of seeing the same thing over and over, the thing with novelty is a lot of it is in the imagination , the more and more frequent you see something or try everything out , your mind gets less stimulation from it and the imagination isn't as creative which provokes arousal .at this point the sexual mirage around this genre diminishes and the nasty shit that you allowed through starts to dominate visually , and because of the less stimulus from over consumption and less creativity in imagination , and high sex drive, there is no longer the mirage of fantasy and optical illusion, just the reality . And for the most part becomes disturbing , and gross,

I find it difficult to enjoy now tbh, I had tried a few times to watch it again. Initially just showed the girls upper body , and it was working , and I just went with it, then she unveils her weapon , and I just thought nah, this is a dude, I can't get off to this , just started going soft, started looking for subtle signs of masculinity in the face etc , although very very feminine, I just started to see the male underneath .

So at this point , because I had overconsumed to the point of boredom , that my mind got less stimulation and my mind was less creative with the stimulus , the reality found its way through ,


Again being addicted to porn, for a while I tried to force it back to where I got stimulation from it , simply because of the fact that over the years I eventually escalated , when you escalate it's like starting porn all over again .

For me that just seemed shirt lived .

My best bet though is to instead of overconsuming your probably better to abstain from it , you flatline during NoFap , and in a way it has the same effect as overconsumption you don't get the same buzz and your mind switches off to it. With enough time in NoFap , you would forget about it , and if watched again are very likely to be horrified and disturbed by it.

 

Once again another thing we have in common lol. The reason I’m back on NoFap right now is due to my escalation to incest fetish, and then even further into only watching videos of women who look like my mom.

I’ve been doing this for almost a year now, and it’s definitely wore out, and what you described is exactly what happened to me, the novelty has worn off, and when I watch it, I try to get into it but then I’m like bro that’s my mom hell nah....

It does work, but it’s also very dangerous in my opinion. Right now my brain is just numb, and I feel like it is ready for anything more extreme or a new fetish to take over, I believe abstinence is the best way.