My Journey

Bio

· 25 Year old male
· Been fapping every day after I turned 13
· Suffer from low self-esteem and anxiety time to time
· Had some rough time with my ex because of fapping all the time
o Didn't want to have sex with her, even though she was a 8/10 (that’s what my friends say)
o Had a lot of problem with staying hard. Sometimes I couldn't get hard no matter how much she tried
o I felt like a grandpa
· I've been wanting to quite many times but never really set any goals to commit.
· I started PMO on May 3rd, it's been 2 long difficult days so far. I hope it'll get easier.

What I want

· 120 days of absolutely no PMO
· If I find a gf type of girl, well I won’t refused to have sex but that’s the ONLY way

What I hope for

· Increase my self-esteem and lower my anxiety
· Stop day-dreaming about the next time that I’ll watch porn

 

Thanks for the reply guys! This time ill freaking make it you 120 days!!
Best of luck to you guys as well

 

Omg I'm dying!!! How can one not masterbate for 120 days or even more?!?

I had a second interview today, it went great and I was hired. The onlyrics thing that kinda went wrong (or right depending on how you look at it ), the perskn who was interviewing was an Asian lady and I could not stop checking her out! we made some eye contacts and laughed a lot. Her and her husband own the business and I've already met her husband.

Omg I really can't recall being this horn ever!! She was Just a 5/10 and my hormones were over the roof! !

 

Almost relapsed today. I kept tellin myself that I've done enough and I should just PMO. I didn't and I'm really proud of myself for that

 

I relapsed over and over and over after my first try.
The longest run I had was 1 week

I went out with this beautiful girl yesterday and my goal is to get back on the track starting NOW!

Hard mode baby!