37 y/o - ED all my life, finally cured!

My mind gives up on being free from thoughts and i give in and go overdrive and MO or edge for hours. I don't have P addiction ... that went away itself

How did you beat it??

 

Am a complicated case i fap but i also do;

Heavy weights at gym this year i been doing since Feb. But i have been doing on and off since 2005

I have confidence to talk to girls but i tend to pull more easily when i fap less

Last night i messed up because i remembered this girl and her tempting eyes...

when doing kegels do you get erections whilst doing them?

 

yea, I cant believe how unnatural masturbating is when I think about it, why did I do it for so long

 

well done. Inspirational

 

When I suffered from erectile dysfunction I first tried Sildenafil, but it does not work for me. Then I tried ED Trial packs at pillsfind online pharmacy and came to know Vardenafil works for me.

 

Amazing!!!! thanks for sharing!!!!

 

Dude, you really inspired me and gave me hope. I have had erectile dysfunction for over 15 years and I can’t have sex without drugs...Now I will start treatment again!

 

Thank you man, after last night I needed some hopefull reading like that.

I had my first girlfriend 4 years ago at the age of 18. I had a crush on her since I entered high school and after three years at school we finally started dating. I was absolutely happy until our first sex. Despite she is exactly my type, I couldn't get 100% erection for a longer period and I can count on one hand, how many times I got an orgasm with her. After few months we broke up, mostly due to this reason. I don't think, I was a porn addict, but I watched porn and did masturbation before that relationship usually two times a week as well as after the break up (maybe more frequently than before). I also had really toxic thoughts about sex and relationships. I didn't want another GF for a long time, just because "Doing myself was better than any girl and any sex...Having a gf means spending time, money and making compromises etc."

One and a half year ago I suddenly watched a video related to NoFap and I started to search for more information on forums. After that I realised, how I ruined three years of my and my ex-girlfriend's life. I started with long periods without porn (2/3 months) and two week periods without masturbating at all. I was shocked, how easy (especially not masturbating) was. I didn't see before that I completely lost my sexual drive. I jerked off once in a two weeks just to avoid wet dreams, because after that period it started to be physically unpleasant. I was even spotting some precum while pissing etc. I was asking myself, where my sexuality disappeared? I didn't even think about sex at all. Seeing a pretty girl outside was nothing for me. Having a relationship...unimaginable. I sticked to nofap (yeah, with some 2/3 months relapses) and things slowly started to get better. Mostly I changed my vision on the world.

For years after my break up I went to study in Asia and I started dating again. Now I am in relationship with wonderful Korean, who I love as no one else before. Last night we had our first sex, BUT the problems I had 4 years ago came back. I had multiple strong erections during that night, but when I entered her, I suddenly lost it. Four times during the night. My girlfriend was very understanding, however that issue is still stucked somewhere in my head and knocks me on my knees every time I wish to be happy.

Thank you for your advise. Wish you luck.

 

Nice thread.

 

The devil on your left shoulder influenced this on you.

The angel on your right shoulder convinced you to do this.