45+ Days. Update!

Hey Guys, I wanted to wait until friday to tell the good news. But I just realized it has been 48 Days!!!... For some reason I thought Friday was 45 Days... but it seems that already passed.

That said. I am so humble to be here. It has been such a challenging and humbling time for me. Getting here was not possible without any divine help. God definitely played his cards on my behalf and has helped me so much. It really makes a difference when you are walking with him.

The benefits after 45 days are great. I realized for the first time, that I was actually depressed all this time before I started my streak . I did not had the change to notice, because PMO silently starts to kill your emotions and sociality... I have discovered how after 45 days, I am able to work, I am able to focus on my studies, I am able to spend hours with human beings. It is so great to not feel like a machine that is only looking for pleasure.

This week, it has been a combination. Sometimes I totally forget I was once so hooked to porn, that days go by and I don't have to count (I wasnt even aware it was already 48 days)... other times I caught my brain trying to play the game, taking me to the line. For example, I have augmented my desires to find girls from the past just for looking for opportunities to have sex. While it seems a conscensus that real mate sex is ok, for me just thinking in such objectifying ways is just diminishing and hopefully I am able to overcome those.

One thing I noticed, is that porn was not my only problem. However since the cloud was there for long enough, I also forgot to take care of other parts that are important... Once I have been removing this cloud little by little I have been able to discover things that I can do to improve myself and my well being.

Well now that I am half way through my first hard reset in years I can only say IT IS POSSIBLE!!! JUST TRY IT !!!!!... I see you guys in twelve days. For my 60 mark... Pray for me, and if you don't believe in God, just wish me well... I ll do the same! Love you guys, keep it up!!!