It's Time to FIght for my Life!!!

Hello everybody.

My name is Fred. And I'm hoping this site can help me get back to being the man I know I can once again be.

I've worked in law enforcement for most of my life. I've been blessed to say that it's something that runs in the family. The idea of truth and justice have helped shaped the man I was and hope to o de again become.
In my line of work, addiction is a common disease. Whether it's alcohol, drugs or something else it's nearly impossible not to succum to these things at some point.
My addiction to pornography was my escape the horrors that I witnessed. I never intended to hurt the people who love me but it has. My wife (who I love more than anything) looks at me differently than when we met. And that kills me day in and day out. My addiction has dramatically affected my love life, which kills me even more.

I half-heartedly tried to end this addiction, but failed miserably over and over again. And it has now affected nearly every aspect of my life.

A few months ago, my wife became pregnant with our first child. This was something I thought couldn't happen. And the first time I heard my little man's heartbeat and saw him on the ultrasound, I knew that I had to give my all to beat this and give my wife back the man she deserves and my son the father he can look up to.

I know this is going to be a tough fight. Probably the toughest of my life. But I know that I can do it!!!!