I need to mastrubate arrr

Let me tell you a bit back story of me.

I am one of the most horniest humans you ever seen in your life.

I broke with my girlfriend two years ago, we would do following:

It was summer we were young with money and drugs.

We would fuck 3 to 5 times a day and in the meantime I would masturbate ( I thank God these days because I didn't make her a baby she would constantly tell me to cum in her ) after we broke up I masturbated at least 5 times a day my dick was sore and there was no pleasure or cum coming out of me.

Over the last year I would masturbate every second day and two weeks ago I decided not to masturbate for 6 months till the end of 2020. Man I am watching porn everyday I can't live without porn, my dick is hard and I am constantly trying my hardest not to masturbate. I haven't masturbated since the beginning of this month and everyday it's a battle. I fucking love fucking, masturbation and everything that comes with it. I literally can't wait for 6 months to pass and to cum so hard and the worst is everyday I am hornier and women look even more sexier