intro and my story

hey, the names nep. 15m, ive started nofap a week ago
porn and hentai no longer turn me on that much but fetish stuff still gets me sometimes, my longest streak is a week.
about my story: about 3-4 months ago before quarantine i got into my first relationship. felt good, got affection first few days, good shit. but one day she gave me oral and from that day on we would do the sick nasty constantly, it even came to the point that we would do lewd stuff in the school we both went to and in public. it carried on until i broke off with her, when i realized that doin lewd stuff was the pillar that held up our relationship it hit me like a truck.
currently im managing but ive been kinda (not clinically) depressed, tryin ta fill the void in my heart with classic doom and duke 3d
hope i can get along with you guys and hope that you guys can give me support n company
ps: sorry if my punctuation is god awful im tired

 

sorry if i revealed too much im just in a really low point in my life rn

 

hey thanks man! ill be sure to use it!