Let's talk about chatrooms

I began nofap in 2014, after constantly fighting for 6 years I have broken free and porn no longer appeals to me, I think it's gross and cheap, tacky. Around 2 years ago I broke up with my girlfriend, it was messy and it caused me alot of stress, I had a lot of stress with work issues and 2018 was an all round terrible year. Around this time I had read The Multi Orgasmic Man by mantakchia and I learnt about non ejacultion orgasms, this was like a god send, I could hold on to my life force and orgasm at the same time! I spent 6 months trying to achieve non ejacultion orgasms, I began visting chatrooms with the intention of roleplaying with women at this time too. I would spend hours 10+ hours awake all night roleplaying, talking about the most disgusting insane things, roleplaying my porn fetishes. I would try not to cum, I would edge but always ended up ejaculating.. It messed me right up. I was kidding myself because I thought that as I was talking to people in real time with similar fetishs it wasn't like porn, oh man was I wrong.
So two years later and I'm addicted to chatrooms, roleplay. I'm going through the same reboot as I went through in 2014.

Does anyone else have chatroom addiction? If so please reach out, I would like to talk to someone.

 

I'm no longer interested in non ejacultion orgasms or the writings of mantakchia. For me sexual transmutation into hobbies and work is the way to go. Discipline is the way to go