no friends, no family, heavy addiction

You have two ways...
1)Still in the same situation one day more, one week more, one month more... do you have a second live to live?
2) I know, is difficult be independent, but if is the only way to create your happiness... it's a risk worth taking.
Get fired from your job? They won't if you are the best worker. Maybe they will give you a job as a sweeper at the beginning or something similar, but if you set out to be the best sweeper, to be the best at your job, you will hardly be fired.
Are you an introvert? There are hundreds, thousands of videos that teach you techniques on how to socialize, instant charisma is one of them, just search.
If you are afraid to take risks you are doomed to die in your comfort zone.

 

Keep your head up mate! Keep trying

 

Take up yoga and start doing meditation bro

 

Keep your head up man and keep moving forward. There may be obstacles in your life, but the important thing is that you overcome them, continuously improve yourself, and focus on your purpose, a mission that you must center your life around and do all of your decisions by. That is the best way to turn things around.
I'm with you 100% of the way!!!

 

Not an ideal situation at all but dont give up no matter how dark it seems. It is how you deal with things that are important. You cant choose your parents unfortunately. My dad is a psychopath and he killed people. My mom is bipolar. 15 of my friends got shot. 5 died to suicide.

Try not to be so scared. What is the worst thing that can happen? really? You wont be homeless if you work your ass off and find a new job if things go south. Even if you end up homeless for a while you are good as long as you can find shelter and food.

I was homeless for six months once. Wasn't too bad. I caught fish and did some Dumpster diving. After a while I found a job as a bouncer, then I started studying. Now im on gov support because I got several mental illnesses. Im studying for free. I get some money but it isnt a lot. But im grateful since I know how hard life can be sometimes.

And dont escape. Dont do PMO. A life with PMO is a half life. Without PMO you will start doing productive stuff. You will hit on girls, you will get jobs, maybe read more, meditate, work out. If you really start hustling you will get rich some day too. Independent spiritually and in terms of money.

I am working on it and I have never had much money before but now im about to get wealthy for once. Maybe even get my dream job a few years down the line when im done with my studies.