I'm 66 and a porn addict for 30 or more years. I was molested several times by an 18 year old boy when I was about 13 (we jerked each other off several times over a period of one summer). Then at about age 40, I was molested again by a 55 year old male colleague. We jerked off. Other than those two things, I've never even considered sexual interest in men. Then, with the porn addiction and moving to extremes, I started watching gay porn. Am I bisexual or has the porn warped my brain or what do you think?
We are all free in the ways we enjoy sex, you can get pleasure from almost everyone and that doesn't mean that you are gay or bixeual; if another person jerks you off (whether is a woman or man) of course you are going to get aroused, and you are brain somehow get use to the situation (getting jerked off by a man) and that may explain why you find gay porn something to get aroused with
