I broke my record on how many times I masturbated in a single day that's when I realized that I have a problem with pornography and that it's a greater issue than I thought it was. Know I feel tired and I have a harder time focusing on anything.
How much? I remember going 4 times once and I felt like I want to kill myself. Not just bad, but REALLY bad. Such a heavy feeling, so bad man. But I started going again and again. I really hope you will get out of that place!